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yup~ i did the colour test i saw one kenneth’s blog~ heres the colour theory webby….link

 

Your Existing Situation

      Persistent. Demands what he feels to be his due and endeavors to maintain his position intact. (true…)

Your Stress Sources

      Has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with others whose standards are as high as his own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates him and inhibits his readiness to give himself freely. While he wants to surrender and let himself go, he regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, he feels, will lift him above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality. (not true…)

Your Restrained Characteristics

      Willing to participate and to allow himself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.

      Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship.

      Conditions are such that he will not let himself become intimately involved without making mental reservations.  (true….)

Your Desired Objective

      His need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes him restless and he is driven by his desires and hopes. May try to spread his activities over too wide a field. (dun really get it~)

 
Your Actual Problem

      Feels insufficiently valued in his existing situation, and is seeking different conditions in which he will have greater opportunity of demonstrating his worth. (true…)

 

well i will say its quite accurate haha suprisingly~ XD

sry ppl~!

i m late~ for 1 whole week~ >..<

well~ last week~ it was DESSY’s BDAE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAISY/DESSY/DES/DESMOND!

it was supposingly a surprise for dessy! so at the start of the day… we juz hang out together in clark quay and i happen to see the cosplayers for the japanese cultural exchange !

and i saw her AGAIN! haha luck bah~ XD

yup! tat haruhi gal for COSFEST 08! quite cute~ but i prefer her in haruhi

some random snap~ ^__^

 

now the main event! THE BIRTHDAY BOY!

peace!~  birthday cake by miss SI YING~

cut cake~

now u noe how the cake taste like~ visually~ >_<

 

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY DESSY!

 

this is my last relaxing week end ler~

basically for friday~ met up with amanda and gang!

mani ppl!~ from the left to right~

Cheryl, Clara, Zallu! Kenneth, CJ! Andrew~ Jojo~, Amanda~ Amira~ Meiyun!

some random pics~ >.<

haha long time no see guys! we did some catching up~ and chit chat and wah la! lights off~

 

saturday~

when to watch…

with tifa, ben, siying, dessy, sam hum!

this is a very funny film… really brigthen up my day haha~

the only sad thing is after that i went “shopping” alone~ buy some camp needed stuff~ then keep walking ard… do nth~ went into the ATLAS shop and demo-ed a $599 earphone without knowing~ slack rot… think abt things then go home haha~

tats all for 2 days.. sunday is basically dreading abt booking back in again~ T___T

hmmm its been 1 week since my posting.. overall not bad… for the 1st 2 weeks will be slack coz all lecture lecture… the ppl there are rather nice… or maybe they haven show their true colours~

well… next week onwards will be driving… for 2 whole mths… well i tink i will haf to stay in for the whole duration of this course… good and bad bah… the good is… sembawang is really far…it cost me $3 per trip there and a wooping 1hrs 45mins~…  bad is.. stay in T__T…

juz got our bunk last evening…. the bunk is GG… tekong one is way better~ well the good thing is.. still can use la hahaha juz smelly nia… its more “rundown” as  compared to tekong…

well hanging on is all i can do~

WELL~ yup tml is my REPORTING to new unit ler~ done my packing… surprisingly the weight is rather managable…

now muscle abit aching… coz yesterday when to east coast park with the usual gang of ppl and chionged~

maybe too long nv exercise liao… i blade abit then quite SEH~ T__T and of coz i sweat more than BMT O.O;;

cycle, blade, dinner , talking session , shld be the summary of the day…no pics coz… i dun want to risk falling on my DSLR T__T ~

haha~

now i feel more positive ler bah abt my vocation~ at least i learn how to drive various types of vehicles… and shld be able to relieve my fear of driving on road ( forcefully ) and at least my vocation or the skills i learnt will not be totally useless after i ORD which is like 1yr 10mths 1 week away~ T__T I CAN DO IT DE!

yup i m fortunate as compared to those combat fit ppl… and not really lucky as compared to those non-combat fit frens~ WELL i can pull tru de bah ^__^

hopefully i can meet nice ppl over there at sembawang camp and of coz nice commanders! haha

 

MUST THINK POSITIVE! MUST SMILE MORE! MUST BE MORE CALM! MUST BE MORE PATIENT!

ORD!~~~ I M COMING FOR U!

my posting is out… all i can say is… its not the worst vocation i had imagined… and its also not the best like wat i wanted…

 

i m posted to sembawang camp… as a  TPT SUPVR

aka transport supervisor… well aka driver bah..

i heard its a stay in for now… coz i m considered going tru courses… then after this course i will be posted out again T__T hope tat i will be luckier the next posting… for now.. i juz need to tahan tru this course bah,,,

i m trying to think positive… well.. a training for me bah~

i can say this shld be the best of the worse vocations~? for now i not sure… i will do my best.. and think positive~

cant stop sighing… haiz…

nitez..

well~ today is the BOH MEETING! YAY!!! SOOO DAMN FUN LA!

booked 2 tables in SAKAE SUSHI and ATE DINNER! talk crap and sing song then go home

VERY FUN! (i shld sound positive enuff)

here are the pics…

samuel~ the one and only nicely taken picture of the day~

 

kenneth! trying his best to live up to his MSN DP~

 

not to miss~~  CHERYL ~

PPL FROM TABLE 2!

 

interesting effect!

 

COOL COOL de YANDAO (rickson tan)

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well~ today dunnoe y no mood to take picture~ maybe the ambience not nice…

well~ i m still emotionally down~ and i dun tink its good to blog about it coz it will juz dampen the readers~

today at 1000 hrs  my posting will be OUT~ my 2yrs fate all depends on it ler~ hopefully get smth good~

gtg~

 

(CLICK FOR LARGER IMAGE)

 this is painted on sight… something close to photorealistic vectoring method juz tat i didnt overlap to paint… took me abt 12 hrs~

well.. i did this juz to boost my confidence bah… at least i m not totally hopeless in painting… alot of mistakes… error… blah blah… i will continue to do my best ~

Cheers~

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SHIRLEY! *belated* >_<

nth much really happened.. other than waking up very early like 8am…. head towards boonlay to make food…make liao go to chinese garden… sat outside of the garden and pinic coz the entry fee is too high.. $15 WTF! wait for bdae gal… coz we are gonna to gif her a surprise~~ by the time she reach cake melt liao~ then after that play lantern~ then go home~

here are the pics~

 

the day started out like this~ look at siying… so bored XD

 

walter!

Joan in candid  natural~

 

GOTCHA!

 

joan is teaching~

 

siying the master chef~

 

Couples gonna be~ (this shot is very hard to get >_< )

 

nice couple t shirt!

 

for u TAKESHI DESMOND~ <3

 

huh~ i m the bdae girl~? (shirley the bdae girl)

 

thx for the FINGER shirley~

 

watch it! she’s my B*TCH!

 

~_~  (credit WALTER for this shot)

 

andrew and john

john and kenneth

 

kenneth and walter

 

shall credit WALTER for this candid~  siying act  cute

 

this is wat u get after THE TEKONG TRIP~

 

a good start~ hug more~

 

i like the feel of this pic~

 

BOO!

 

ZE LANTERN GANG!

 

the super late couple~ (3rd couple of the day/night)

 

BOTAK GANG!

 

GIF of the DAY!~ (joan’s blur look!)

 

YUP tats all ~ the day feels more fun after posting all the photos~ haha ciaoz~

 

 

 

i’ve got nth to do now… hence i shall post some pics i t ook 2 days be4 my POC~

COUPLE OF THE DAY! Desmond and SiYing!

 

Shirley and Joan~

Des and Sam Hum

TAKESHI  TAKESHI  TAKESHI

 

SAVE MI~ TAKESHI!  DESMOND!

 

 

jin jin (shy version)

 

pizza is sure fun~

 

more than words… >_<

SEE U AGAIN!~